cheryl is feeling v irritated. BWAHHHH.
im beginning to hate myself and my life. i think im such an idiot? and not to mention, a piece of shit. im just a horrible horrible person. everyone should just leave me alone to die.
ARGHHHHHH.

i dont like the feeling of being replaced. i like to feel important and wanted in some sense. and im hoping that everything will be forever more.

im just wondering, if people move on so quickly, or just move on, is it because that their previous relationship wasnt important? or didnt mean anything at all? and everything just form the memory. which will soon be replaced by new memories anyway. oh wells. such a contradicting topic.

hm on a lighter note, i cant wait for recess week. (: cheryl loves to play. (:

im just so sick and tired of everything.
i feel so helpless.
i want to escape, i want to runaway.
i need a getaway.

"Me, I'm used to being tired and bloody
But you believed that I could be somebody
You put your world on hold for me
Gave away to follow, feel you through the fire
I need you to know I will
Believe me girl I'm so tired of running
I just wanna hold your hand
Stare at you like you've got everything I need"

am i everything you need?